It's hard...

Yeah, is just so damn hard letting you go..... and I don’t mean letting you go for ever,  I mean just letting you go home...

It was strange... like you left and never came back...I felt you took a piece of me with you.

Yes, after a wonderful evening together and after you slept right beside me it was so damn hard letting you go.

I knew all I would be left with would be your perfume and your image looking out the window or laying in my bed. Had such a good time in the park, I felt we were together, I felt we were going to stay like that forever, I felt we were like that since ever, I felt you would never go anywhere, I felt you were mine and I was yours just like that- no questions, no problems, the whole world for us, just for us... It was like that moment would last forever and that it was normal to be like that.

I never thought tomorrow would come and would take you away from me. You know, once I've tasted something better, some happiness that didn't require something back, it was so damn hard letting it go... I just want it back!!!  I just want you back!!! At least in the evenings...evenings are the hardest time without you. 

Yeah, why have happiness for such a short time? Just to crave it for the rest of the life? And why time goes by so fast when you’re happy? I want that moment back... I want you back...  I want that life back... let’s hope it won’t be long until I will have it... until we will have it.

I think I don’t wanna go home... I mean I feel that this is my home now, like only mine.

I feel more free here, more ME...this makes me feel peaceful and it's so good...