Back to life

Be brave.

Take risks.

Keep fighting.

Use your resources.

Make it happen.

Become the best of you.

Dare to be happy.

And here I am again. Free to breathe, free to live, free to be me! God, life is so beautiful when you can just leave it all behind and wake up from the nightmare that used to be your daily routine! I wonder what took me so much. What stood between me and…myself. I think the answer is life itself. Sometimes, some things happen and force you take strange paths. Some people have weird ways of suffering – their own minds are hiding the pain and transform it into alien thoughts that keep distracting the soul from the actual feelings. It may take a long time, but one day you will realize that you are in a mourning period. And from that moment on, you can open your eyes, stand up and fight for your life again.

Take a break, stop doing anything. Boredom is the way towards yourself. Dare to analyze every single aspect of your life, dare to find out what you really want to do and what happiness means to you. Nothing is impossible. A monotonous full time job is not the only solution to surviving in this brave world. There are so many resources out there and so many different industrial needs, that you will for sure find a method of making a living by practicing a loved activity. You just have to believe in yourself and find that inner power that will move mountains and will crush anything and anyone stating between you and your dreams.

Yes, you can find a billion reasons of keep waking up in the morning for the same lame job. You can find another billion excuses for not doing anything of what is it that you actually love in this world. You can lie to yourself every single day that this is just the way life is and you cannot change it. I have been there. Waking up wishing to come back to bed as soon as possible, going to the office wishing to get to the end of the program in an instant, counting the hours and the minutes, crawling back home hoping tomorrow it should be Friday, not caring if the tram hits me or not and secretly hoping to get sick, just to stay at home and not go to work anymore.

But the truth is that no one is guilty of the life you are having right now. The only responsible one is you. The only one standing between you and your ideal life is your own person. You have the power to change things. It’s your life, your choices. Take some decisions and do it in this instant – time is short, yesterday won’t ever come back. It is way better to fail trying than to regret not doing it at all.

I love waking up late.

I love writing.

I love drinking wine, listening music and writing.

I love travelling.

I love anything that has to do with texts.

I love working late at night.

I love coming up with crazy ideas.

I love challenging my mind in finding solutions to any type of problems.

I love any creative activity.

I love dancing, singing, swimming, climbing mountains and watching the sea.

I love being myself.

And I love loving all these things.

What do you love?