You wake up one day...

You wake up one day, open the window, see the blue sky, the white fluffy clouds, the dazing light of the sun, feel the warm and mild touch of the wind and think – “What I am doing here, trapped in this life situation?! Who keeps me locked in here?! You know what? I don’t care what or who, ‘cause today I’m gonna break free! Starting today, I’m gonna be ME and care only about me; live as I’ve always wanted, do what I’ve always dream to do, live with no constrains, no obligations; live by thinking less and doing more, thinking less and LIVING more, NOW! Not “later one”, not “one day”, not tomorrow, not after an hour, but now, RIGHT NOW! 

So, for all the special people in my life – I tell you this: 

I hope you will understand and forgive me if I hurt you by doing this, but I can’t take it anymore, I need to live for myself, not for you! 

I need to consider my feelings, not yours! 

I need to dedicate my life to me, not to you! ‘cause this is the only life I’ve got…ever! 

I own it to myself to live for me; it’s a promise I’ve made before I had even existed – I feel it, I remember it and I’ve tried to betray myself for too long now. I tried not to hear the voice inside, but I can’t pretend anymore, it’s so loud it hurts! It deafens my exterior eardrums and it makes it impossible for me to hear you, when you tell me over and over again “JUST WAIT!”.