Break, break, break the glass, break the routine,
break everything around you. This is the only way to start new again. It’s the
only way to find the way back to you. This is the solution to all problems. Break
through. Start from the beginning. Don't look behind. Forget the past, forget
everything. Keep only one thing in your mind – yourself. Do you remember you? The
you listening rock music in high school and being rebellious, the you always in
love with the wrong person, the you trying hard to be in the center of
attention, the you breaking all the rules and pissing off all professors, the
you fighting with your parents every night when coming in late, the you keep day-dreaming
about impossible things. The you…
Let’s go back to the times when we had no responsibilities,
when we didn’t have to spend all day locked in the office, when we didn’t have
to pretend we like someone, when we were just…free. To the times when we were
texting like crazy, laughing without a care in the world, drinking beer every
evening, falling in love everyday with the same person, but loving many others simultaneously.
Let’s permanently live in a day of spring, with tons
of butterflies in our stomachs and with the restless feeling of a new beginning.
Let’s keep watching the sky with the innocence of a child and let’s forget
about the stress of tomorrow. Let’s imagine there’s no tomorrow. Let’s imagine
there’s no one else on the planet. Let’s do whatever we feel like doing. Or better
yet, let’s feel something!
I want to get bored, I want to just stare at the
things around and stop all my thoughts from going through my mind. I can’t deal
with them anymore. I’m tired – I wake up tired every day. I’m tired of
everything. I need to make a change. I need to stop time and to go somewhere
far away from here. I feel I miss something, but I don’t know what. Maybe I just
miss myself. But I really don’t know where to find me. This me has disappeared
along the way and has been replaced with another one I don’t recognize anymore.
Where am I? Where are you?
